LOL. BBLOVE<3.

This made me lol. like lots. not sure if you've seen it xD

*spams blog with marie posts*




P.S I LOVE BIG BANG !

WITHYOU.

FINALLY FINALLY FINISHED FINISHED SPEAKING.
Terrible terrible but lets never talk about it again ! yay. x)

So we arrived at JAMESCOOK at around 7:30. Waited to start the exam which started at 9:30. Finished at around 9:45 since we were one of the first people there. Cried a bit after the exam. Walked to Kogarah. Trained it to CENTRAL with Rachel&Kitty.

Spent almost an hour at SMIGGLE. Ate pancakes/lasagne at COFFEE CLUB. Was joined by Johnson, Bec, Sandra. Kitty departed for tutoring. Went home to smell better. Watched others eat Maccas. Played PICTIONARY at Norita. Left Norita. Rachel departed for tutoring.

Met up with some non-uber people. x) Ditched for KARAOKE at Phoenix. Must go again very soon!

x3 Ya once again!

P.S I shall UPLOAD VIDEOS once youtube stops dying!

PP.S Thanks to karaoke... i like this song again. x)

No one else would do,

'cause with every kiss and every hug,

You make me fall in love,

And now I know I can't be the only one,

I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,

With the love of their life who feels..

What I feel when I'm... with you

TOMORROW.

I really want to fast forward time.. 12 hours from now.

I WOULD DO ANYTHING ANYONE ASKS OF ME.

ANYTHING.

Okay maybe not. But yes I'll be over the moon. and if i see you gay buddies tomorrow.
Take care of your behinds. lawl. TODAY was fun. I really missed school for the past 3 days. Too bad sandra and bec weren't here today. We took like hundreds of photos without you. Lawl i like luvo with chloe and persons. maybe x) TOMORROW. perhaps go to Sydney uni and golddig free things. or perhaps just chillax!
I look forward to it! Yay.

Thankyou for all the goodlucks guys! Hopefully I won't bomb it tomorrow x)
I PROMISED i wouldnt yes? so i wont. and if i do i be sure to start crying. and then perhaps you would cry too x) or maybe not. lawl.

MAYBE I SHOULD SLEEP NOW!

Think of me failing japanese extension at 9am tomorrow guys!

x3 ya. who loves you guys oh so very much!

Haru Haru pt. 2

This came out a few days ago...I was expecting marie to blog about it though



xoxo Bec

P.S sorry chloe && sorry (again) marie

so easy.. to forget.. our love..
and the little things we do
like calling for no reason
just to say the words.. baby i love you
i know lately i’ve been busy
but a second doesn’t go by without you crossing my mind.

its been so long
since we had time
lets take a day and make it right
just take my hand fall in love with me again

lets run away to the place where love first found us
lets run away for the day don’t need anyone around us
when everything in love gets so complicated it only takes a day to change it
what i have to say can’t wait.. all i need is a day so lets runaway
lets runaway.. just for the day
runaway
runaway

girl you’ve been so patient spending nights alone and not complaining
but i make it i’ll tell you
and i promise today i wont keep you waiting.
please give me this one chance
to remind of you of everything we had
i wont give up i’m too much in love and i want you to know that
just take my hand fall in love with me again..

<3ya.

finally here.

The world keeps getting in the way

Trying to get to you...

but it seems like everyday is something new.

So apparently you guys wont blog till i do.. so IM BLOGGING
(and wasting study time while i'm at it).

YAY 2u HSC speaking over and done with now to fail extension!
I can't wait till its over... really... reallly... CANT WAIT!

Perhaps the world will seem a little less heavy afterwards x)

Friday LUNA PARK was cold but nevertheless stress relieving.

Saturday RICE was cold also but i like friends.

Sunday was EXERCISEFUL. x)

Photos taxed off ronnkneee.com

Now the rest of my week will be minimal school and lots of japanese!

Ganbattane Extensioners!

<3ya.

relationship between mother & child

i dedicate this entry to THAO & other textiles people and their extremely touching major textiles work that were completed recently :)

Pictures say more than words, so i shall just show you her amazing work!

on inspired night, still incomplete
(credits to rachel for this picture which i borrowed from her facebook!)

lol i think i contributed to at least one of those little people!

our dodgy attempt at holding up the dress lol ):

top of dress

cover of portfolio

sorry, i don't have many pictures of everyone else, but here are pictures of rachel & bonnie on inspired now (also taken from rachel's facebook)

rachel looking awesome in her korean dress!

bonnie looks good :)

ps. GOODLUCK to all textiles people with them major works!
pps. sorry if i lagged people's comps! :(

♥ sandra

AMIABLE THOUGHTS

Sorry excuse my flash of flesh x(

I CANT WAIT TILL HSC SPEAKING OVER.

P.S Inu ga sukijanai!

<3ya.

Eye Candy.

warning! image heavy =O

Top 5


1. Alex Pettyfer







2. Gaspard Ulliel







3. Ed Westwick







4. Channing Tatum







5. Chace Crawford

<3Bec

P.S Credits to Melinda x)

FLYING SOLO <3

The full version of this song has finally come out! Have waited quite a while for it, but it's awesome!

"This gonna be my final destination
No more sittin' around having my time wasted"

enjoy!

School resumes for us tomorrow. Haven't been there since the completion of trials, which for me was like a week ago, so feels like i've just been on holidays since then. However that isn't exactly a good thing since i've been slacking off. We better not be getting our results back already, or i die :(

Anyway, I shall see you guys again at school tomorrow.. and for some of you, probably won't see you guys for a while. Nevertheless, goodluck with those of you haven't finished trials & study hard for HSC for those who have! =)

♥ sandra

LAWL.

* i just cant let go, i'll be incomplete *

OKAY so i had a happy weekend break .. now back to no life and hectic japanese!

Motherchucking pucking clownface =)

Marie can be found on amiable-thoughts. x3

Looking forward to seeing bitches at school tomorrow!

<3ya.

How to ...
Be a "Bec"

Dayum, even Fiona is following Bec's footsteps ..

Fiona says:
omg lol its funny u said that
bill* to ur pic n asked me "is she asian" at the du wall of fame
bill*: she looks egyptian
fiona: nah shes indian
- Ky. says:
Is it new pics btw ?
SSHUUTTUP
Fiona says:
yeah new ones
- Ky. says:
WHATTA BITCH
Shit am I ugly
Fiona says:
bill*: whats her name
fiona: curry-yi
then
dr du walks up
(during the break)
dr du: hello, how are you? *smiles* what are you two looking at?
bill*: oh some indian girl whos really smart
fiona: lawl!
- Ky. says:
OMg I hate you
Fiona says:
the whole thing was a joke =P it didnt happen
hahahaha
- Ky. says:
Shiet
You're so good
At making up a lie
Fiona says:
i thought i'd be like bec tranny for today
bec tran is my idol <3

*name has been changed due to legal purposes.


Posted by Ky, victim of "Bec" wannabe

How to ...
Ace HSC Speaking

Well I'm going to compile a list of what I didn't do to help those who are yet to complete their HSC speaking

What I didn't do / What you should do

1) Stress.
Unlike me. If you don't stress, you'll fail. I slept the whole day before extension ... and failed.

2) Dress Warmly.
Yep, dressed like a slut on 1st Saturday of speaking. Ended up with "respiratory tract infection" and failed all succeeding examinations. (Not implying that I didn't fail preceding ones anyway)

3) If you don't know anything about China, don't pretend you do.
During my continuers I got caught out from pretending to be patriotic.
"I support China =D"
"So are you Chinese?"
"Yes, indeed."
"Tell me about your culture"
"UHHHHH"

4) Top tip for extension students: LEARN ABOUT ABOS
WHY?! Didn't I learn about Abos. And the stupid question was "Saying sorry is the key to solving conflicts in relationships. Do you agree? (paraphrased)"
Great chance to talk about "THE apology" except I knew nothing about it.
Yeah, I know you guys are thinking "Why the fuck don't you know about your own race?"

Yeah .. That's about all I can think of.

Good luck to others (namely Nihongo students)

Posted by Ky, who is studying ...

LIFENOTOVER.

I'M HAPPPY NOW . . . until tomorrow that is . . .
when I will begin hardcore Japanese. x(

OKAY SO TRIALS FOR ME FINALLY ENDED YESTERDAY. 2u speaking wasn't my happiest of times. expectations and nervousness kinda killed me. but DONT WORRY. i wont fail next saturday hopefully unless a certain freaak suddenly drowns or something. x)

A thanks to Andreww Ko for allowing us to crash yesterday!
GOSSIP GIRL LOVE. I almost forgot about how awesommee MotherChuckingBass was.
I think more guys should get into it and learn the way of the bitcch!
I envy those high rollers *goes to school in a limo*

Saw Ky for a brief moment after Dr Du today. YAY that means you're alive and well!
I'll be like youu in two weeks time hopefully! Hope Mister Chloe Zheng and Aaron did well today too!

P.S Motherchucking love. <3

<3yaa.

OH MY FRIEND <3

BIGBANGBIGBANG.

P.S Taeyang hotstuff.

I have problems. I CANT CONCENTRATE.

It must be ' the V effect '

Goodluck for trials people who start tomorrow =(

I FINISH TOMORROW x)

I'm going to motherchuck speaking tomorrow but that's okay...
I've got HSC in a week to... motherchuck too x)

YAY for FRIDAY.

<3ya.

it's OVER

Trials are FINALLY over which makes me super happy x). Although it felt like it was already over last Friday since I didn't really bother studying for Business. And DAMN that English assessment next week!

So I figured that I'm most likely going to HK from 4th of Dec to 9th of Jan I think. I only half want to go since I wanted to spend NYE here but OH WELL at there is still MRSKY before I leave. LOL at my mum who told me NOT to go MRSKY.

GOOD LUCK to those that are still doing trials! Study hard but don't stress too much.

xoxo Bec

P.S Carmen & Chanel, may I please have back the dresses you guys borrowed off me? Or have you guys given them back =S

PP.S I got a new number

PPP.S Can someone tell me they know this song too? Since Sandra, Victor & Ko don't seem to... I swear its been on the radio nth times

somebody's abit bored

Inspired by victor's personal message, I decided to search a couple of names myself.

So apparently, according to URBANDICTIONARY.COM, the following words mean:

MARIE
· weird creature like thing that lives in the park house wood comes out running around naked at night NIGHT ONLY enjoys pissing in the river eating leafs n tree humps anything she can find so WATCH OUT 4 THE MARIE

SANDRA·

A Sandra is known to have striking intelligent features. Tends to be the bravest In a group of people. Although clumsy at times, always recovers from a stumble Like a ballerina in flip flops

CHLOE
· A drug often taken with apples. One will be very hyper after using it, and may make friends with a girl called Alice.

REBECCA
· The name Rebecca origionated from the daughter of Goddess of Beauty! She wanted to bring one and only beauty to brighten the world and she decided to name her REBECCA, the Shining Star!

Term used to describe a man pretending to be a girl online in order to pick up lesbians.

1. I might set up a Rebecca today, loving those camwhores right now.

2. The girl would be so pissed off if she knew I was an Rebecca. 3. Man, she got Rebecca bad, I had to get out of there before it went to far.

4. Transgender

BEC

a Bacon, Egg, and Cheese sandwich. Add '+K' for additional ketchup

mmm breakfast at the country cow, get a BEC +K

KY
· the original and best sexual lubricant on the planet
· One who is perfect, who shows love and affection to only the one worthy. Who gambles through life, living each moment as if it were his last. And showing compassion to his hobbies such as music and life. very very attractive. Most always forgives, but never forgets. Very very kind.

CARMEN
· One who dances to old school Will Smith in cars and ghost hunts for fun. All in all, quite quirky with random-ness 24/7.

MELINDA
· the part of the menstrual cycle that occurs once a month that every person in the world loathes: a female's peroid.

Girl 1: Melinda arrived last night.

Girl 2: Bums! I know how that is.... She always shows up at the wrong times and overstays her welcome

YEE

· An expression of extreme excitement, going dumb, feeling super hyphy or an ethusiastic agreement. Must also be spoken in a loud, high pitched voice.

· The word that describes the feeling of being so high that you just look at people and smile for 5 minutes before you realize that you're hungry.

LUCY

A single cigarette bought at the corner store.

JOANNE
A girl who seems innocent , but also knows how to have fun. Joannes are usually beautiful, have slender and sexy bodies, extremely smart, and get all the guys.

Lol. =) Perhaps i should spend my time more wisely...

love from missus Zuo

MRSKY.

LESS THAN FOUR MONTHS TILL MRSKY ! !

(and end of HSC)

Even though final RSVP is in a month's time [October 10th] ...

It would be much appreciated if everyone bought their tickets asap x)


THANKYOU.

x3 MarieRSKY

A myriad of memories! <3

<3>

p.s thankyou jeffrey for uploading ! XD <3

credits to bec for vitamin C song .

We made it.

I finally decided to change the layout of the blog. The layout was created a week or two ago but since I wasn't sick of the previous layout, I didn't change it until yesterday.

AND I'M SO GLAD YOU GUYS LIKE IT! I was worried at first that it was too plain or too girly or too messy. I also know that some people *cough* mariekahyi *cough* want their faces in the layout which hasn't been done due to the lack of photos I have but that will come probably some time before HSC.

I also managed to create a new layout for OHKVJ last night. It was very tempting to promote Amiable Thoughts everywhere possible on the page BUT all I did was put ONE link.


Before





After

Designing the layout wasn't hard since it was a potential design for Amiable Thoughts however coding was a bitch! It took me almost 3 hours...I stayed up till 2am purely CODING. It took long cause a) I'm noob with blogdrive b) I'm really bad at coding with tables. The positioning of the tables kept going funny. By 1am, everything seemed perfect on Mozilla UNTIL I tested on IE the positioning went retarded T_T. On the same night, Sandra decided to convert the layout back to the old one by accident so I had to recode it. I think my eyes went square last night.

Victor...I'm going to remember the fact that you said you're buying your MRSKY ticket x) I don't care if it's coins. Money is money =) I'm gonna keep evidence just in case ...

With trials mixed with studying and lack of sleep, I think I've blogged the most in these two weeks since the blog was opened. It's been my only form of procrastination, which is recommended by Sandra.

I can't believe I managed to make it through this week. Until last night, I've been getting 2 to 4 hours of sleep this week and by Friday, I looked like shit. Actually I still look shit x)

xoxo bec

P.S We made it

DAYBYDAY.

Trials are not over. but i feel like i'm free.

BUT I'M NOT. SO YES MUST STUDY.

Thankyou Rebecca Tran for dedicating your time to make amiable-thoughts. more amiable.

I hope everyone rocked HSC speaking today. especially you ky. I MISS YOU LOTS ! !

I miss you also koleyWIFE. I hope you enjoy your week off ! !

하루 하루 IS LOVE.

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you ...

P.S I hope i can teach you how to cry someday.

x)

<3ya.

080808

Today is a good day, despite the fact that i have screwed up all my exams lol. Trials are finally over! (well for me, chloe and thao anyway). This week has been hectic, and i'm sure we've all been deprived of sleep thanks to our lovely friend, the TRIALS. If only i could turn back time and studied harder throughout the year instead of stressing my brains out during this short period of time. And as ron's HSC timer informs me, there's only 70 more days till HSC! (btw ron, i hate seeing that everytime i go on your blog lol as it reinforces how much time i've wasted & i remember than only a while ago it was like 100+ days) STUDY!

Anyway, I would like to give all my goodluck to ky, fiona, ko, aaron and all those doing part of their HSC tomorrow! Hope you guys ace indo & chinese! At least it'll be one exam down after tomorrow. Also, goodluck to all those you have not yet completed/started their trials yet, study hard! :)

Thank you marie for allowing us over today to your house despite still having your jap trials next week. haha i really like where you live, it's so convenient for us to crash. And, there are always new things at your place that fascinate me such as this:a huge lollipop =9 and a very fascinating trolley

Marie Bec and I took up the opportunity to drool over BIG BANG's new MV & mini album which came out today on marie's laptop. Since marie has already put up the youtube link to their new mv, i think you guys should all watch & listen! :)

On our way to norita, marie, karmo and i were faced with this

lol, we really like you bec.

Since trials are almost over/almost over for us, MRSKY shall continue to organise and we hope you guys will RSVP & purchase tickets asap as we will continue making tickets soon for those we have not yet made and it would be highly appreciated! With credits to yee's photography skills and our obsession with taking photos of the tickets when we were making them, you guys can have a sneak preview of the tickets :D Anyway,

HAPPY 18th KARMO & JESS! <3

and Happy 080808 :)

♥ sandra

BIGBANGLOVE.

Sif you guys not blog yet ahah SO I WILL TAKE THE LIBERTY OF...

uploading BIGBANG MV..




HARU HARU <3


MATHS IS FINALLY OVER. t'was bad. but at least we're kinda relieved now!


Took some photos today x)

I had a strange sense of CHINAism today. Must be 08/08/08!

BEIJING <3

P.S i like new layout bec.

<3ya.>

FAIL08.

I'm screwed for math x)

Let's hope for a nice... fair... very fair 3unit exam.

I'M TAKING A ONE MINUTE BREAK JUST TO WISH... certain people

a... HAPPPY BIRTHDAYYY.

namely...

KARMO.... and JESS.

so...

HAPPY 18TH KARMO

(i hope you enjoy your last 40 minutes x)

HAPPY 18TH JESS

(40 minutes in advance)

P.S BEIJING 2008
08/08/08 !

PP.S I can't wait till tomorrow. x(

<3ya.

HAPPY KARMOP DAY!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAYYYY KARMOPPPP

Hope you had a great day...errr...studying for trials xP

xoxo Bec

P.S I hate 3u

I managed to finish cramming motion, binomials and newton's law but I still haven't done all the finance crap =(

TOO MUCH TO DO

*faints*

PP.S The Club (an old song that I've started to listen to again)

3 down and 3 to go.

YEAH I just HAD to blog right after Marie x)

Finally half way through trials! The English AOS, Modules & 4u maths are done...now it's JUST the eco, 3u maths and business *falls over*!

AND Marie...why are you wasting time watching ballet when you're suppose to be studying the economy. You should be youtubing the budget and Kevin Rudd =)

That's what I was doing... sorta...

Well...I SWEAR I was suppose to type Kevin *nods vigourously* instead I "accidentally" typed Se7en and found this...

Why can't he debut now

<3bec

MOTHERCHUCKING. . . eco.

x( Economics killing us all.


We will begin traumatising 3 hour exam in less than 12 hours.

FUN.

P.S . . .

I REALLY LIKE THESE COLOURS.

PUT TOGETHER.

I like watching ballet. x)

<3ya.

4UECO3UOHJOY

I think I'm going to either die from lack of sleep or stress by the end of this week if not tomorrow =D

THANKS TO TRIALS (and HSC later on)

Cause putting 4u maths, Eco, 3u maths in three consecutive days is just another term for manslaughter

AND DON'T WORRY MARIE... you're not the only one who youtubes x)

Pushing Me Away

Posted by Bec who's loving LP

ZOMGFAILING.

Ahah youtube should go drown x(




IT'S YOU. <3 I reallly really like.

"You're everything I never wanted to want... it's you"

Maths. Economics. die.


<3ya.

Explosion!

Are boiled eggs suppose to explode in the microwave?

Well I found a boiled egg in the fridge this morning so I decided to heat it up in the microwave. After about 10seconds I heard this *BOOM* noise so I opened the microwave only to find the egg splattered around the sides of the microwave >.<

ANYWAYS...

I think English killing me TOO MUCH TO DO *pulls hair out*

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO'S OUT THERE STUDYING/DOING TRIALS!

P.S. The Last Night

<3 Bec

The world of Gwen Harwood.

Whilst researching the "Elektra complex" for Module B.


I found...

According to Freud, a girl, like a boy, is originally attached to the mother figure. However, during the phallic stage, when she discovers that she lacks a penis, she becomes libidinally attached to the father figure, and imagines that she will become pregnant by him, all the while becoming more hostile toward her mother. Freud attributes the character of this developmental stage in girls to the idea of "penis envy", where a girl is envious of the male penis. According to the theory, this penis envy leads to resentment towards the mother figure, who is believed to have caused the girl's "castration". The hostility towards the mother is then later revoked for fear of losing the mother's love, and the mother becomes internalized, much the same as the Oedipus Complex.



i lol @. "where a girl is envious of the male penis" and "imagines that she will become pregnant by him" ewww.

My sister decided to VACUUM CLEAN. when i'm studying and stressing my brains out.

Too much to memorise. x(

AFTER TRIALS and HSC SPEAKING...

I'm going to buy myself the rest of the twilight series.
and then lock myself in my room until I finish them all. x)

HAPPY ENGLISH. Mother Chuckers ! !

P.S PLEASE PAY FOR MRSKY. ASAP. (straight after trials would be nice).

PP.S DO NOT LOSE YOUR TICKET.
ahahahaha. ahahahaha.

x3 a mother chucker.

things i want to watch.

I hate english.

I like youtube. and watching trailers.


















Lawl this is how i fail. x)

P.S Marie hopes a certain person doesn't implode from chick flick-ing.

=D

BIG BANG is not back =(

I've learnt my lesson. From now on I shall read every assessment timetable and memorise it.

Anyways, I was looking forward to Big Bang's comeback today but it didn't happen. It's rescheduled to 08/08/08 (Jess's BDAY)!

At least I found this lurking somewhere...

xoxo bec

Have faith.

Marie likes this lots.

I HAVE FAITH IN YOU.

P.S I'm looking forward to:

• End of trials
• End of jap speaking
• Big Bang album release
• Gossip Girl season 2

2 DOWN 8 TO GO.

We can do this.

<3ya.